I" ve got the blues!!!!!

yeah so no post all marchYUP,sry about that. I've just been feeling down about some certain things going on right now in my life, but that life. When life hands you lemons,you gotta makes the best damn lemonde you can and sip right huh................. it funny how you can be so cool with someone and you hold them in the highest regard possible and they just change just like that at the snap of a finger.Without any reason atleast unbeknowst to you makes things so complicated, it just really hurts my feelings as much as i would love to remain unmoved. I do believe in one thing though if it wasnt meant to be, then it just wasnt meant to be... God knows best